The end..

Point blank and helpless..
Held at gunpoint and defenseless..
What to do in this type of situation?.
Where everything falls with a wrong decision..

Been playing this game far too long..
Been careless, been weary..
Maybe, I wanted to get caught..
Maybe it's time for my run to end..

This was bound to happen eventually..
I smile as I've touched lives, instead of none..
Looking back, I couldn't have done it better..
As this era comes to a close..

When time is not enough

The world is crumbling down..
Beneath you, and you don't know what to do..
You cling on to desperately to things..
That mean the world, but only just for you..

The Past is gone, you're just a shell..
Your heaven is now a living hell..
Let it go before it eats you whole..
And drag you down a path unknown..

When time is not enough..
To get you through..
whats tough, and you realize..
Shes's not your diamond in the rough..

It's time to open your grip..
Let things flow out and slip..
It's okay to lose it all..
Go on and take that fall..

For in the end, whats true..
Will open up anew..

It's Just me

Everyday, a cold stare..
Everyday like wolves preying..
Wishing and dying for a taste..
Of a life not gone to waste..

Everybody hates me..
Everybody wants a piece of me..
Everybody wants to take my place..
I am their saving grace..

That bitter taste of envy..
Keeps Driving you crazy..
Every time you see my face..
But it's just me, it's just me..

So when you see A shining light..
In the midst of a dark night..
Don't let out a fright and don't worry..
Its just me.. It's just me..

à deux

My heart is broken in two..
And it's all because of you.. and you..
à deux is where i lie..
with this, my flame will never die..

There is no grace..
There is no salvation..
I tell myself, everything is fine..
Cause in the end, you'll both be mine..

There is no right, there is no wrong..
All I know is you both  make me strong..
To carry on and live..
Like nothing is going on..

I'll face the stares, the hate..
And judgement everyday..
As long as everyone is at bay..
Then this is the way it stays..

What I'm all about

Sometimes I sit and wonder..
Is there more to life than what I've been given..
Then it came to me in a flash..
A chance to be so make it last..

This is for the tears..
This is for the love..
I'm right where I belong..
This is what I'm all about..

You Lift me up, you hold me..
Mold me, shape me, to who i want to be..
With you there is endless opportunity..
The future is now and you hold the Key..

Now is the time..
To be something..
So, I'll take this chance..
And make it mine..

Anti - hero

A colorful existence residing within the gray areas..
the darkest shade and the brightest light..
never all or nothing, just "being"..
beneath everything and beyond the norms..

bends the world to his will, never obeying..
underneath a smile is a devious intent..
beyond the evil is a pure purpose..
driven by passion and exudes balance..

keeps the good wondering and the evil at bay..
equipped with all the right moves and words to say..
in the end will there be redemption? or destruction?..
as there will always be a vague conclusion..

Alam mo yun??

Ikaw! ikaw nga, nakakahalina, nakakaenganyo..
ngunit sa gitna ng lahat napipigilan ang sarili ko..
kasi alam mo yun? di tayo talo, yan ang sabi ko..
ngunit medyo iba nararamdaman ko dito..

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alam nating di natin gugustuhin to..
kasi alam mo yun? ni di nga tayo magkakilala..
panu kaya yun? alam mo yun?..

hindi na ko susubok at di ka na uulit..
magandang patakaran para sa kaunlaran..
ng ating buhay, kaya't wag ng magtagpo..
at simulan ang hindi na dapat pang  simulan..

alam mo yun..