Hope..

In my Darkest hour..
A Gleam of light shines through..
a small crack from my cursed jar..
Giving a sign of HOPE..

To break restraints..
To move along..
To prove my worth..
Ah tis what i need.!

When i was on the precipice..
and in the midst of an epiphany..
the universe hands me..
my 1st break in a long while..

ONWARD then..

Stagnant

Ang Hirap!..
Naiwan sa loob ng isang garapon..
hindi makagalaw..
hindi makakilos..
masikip at hindi makahinga..

Mas Mahirap..
Hindi Maipakita..
Sa kanilang mapanghusgang mata..
ang lahat ng makakaya..
sapagkat naipit sa mumunting garapon..

Darating din ang panahon..
na mababasag ang garapon..
ngunit sa ngayun ay mananatiling nakaipit..
sa isang lugar na walang magagawa..
kundi maghintay...

Miracle...

The Feast of the Black Nazarene..
A truly wonderful and gruesome sight indeed..
millions of people struggling for their slice of heaven..
and going through hell to get it..

I admire everybody's search for miracles in this world..
I used to be one of these people..
Hoping for everything to fall into place..
Oh such naivety..

Hearing two quotes changed my perspective about this concept..
"Be the miracle"
"Do not askthe Lord for guidance if you are not willing to move your own feet"
Such Simple word but it made a whole lot of sense..

If everyone would able to apply this philosophy into their lives..
then that can be truly called a MIRACLE..

Test of Conviction...

Ahh well as expected..

When all goes well..

Sooner or later..

Something tries pull me down..

But not this time..

For I have now what I didn't back then..

My Conviction, My Faith, My Determination..

We'll see who laughs last..

Ay Hindi Pala Sakin...

Buti Magulo pa Utak ko..

Nung Nakilala kita..

Kasi akala ko sakin ka..

Hindi pala..

Buti iba na ko ngayon..

Tumitingin bago tumawid..

Kundi bundol nanaman ako..

WHEW..

Sayang talaga..

Dibale magaan naman ang loob ko..

Na iwan ka na sa kanya..

Kalimutan mo na ako...

For You...

As horrible as we were..
I've found that this world was worse..
I wish to protect you from it..
Don't get any ideas..

Tis' a cruel world..
And from what I've seen so far..
Even the purest are corrupted..
And the light is engulfed in dark..

But inevitably we all go through this..
through this tunnel, where there's no silver lining..
I wish you well in your journey..
And may you resurface as a better entity..

And not fall prey to the darkness..

What the hell have I've been doing...

Ahh the changing times..
Such a neutral factor in life..
Yet the only thing that is constant..
In this world we live in..

Which brings to mind the question of..
What have I been doing with my life lately?.
Well.. career-wise its been a bust, which it shouldn't be..
But this certain change has been all the rage recently..

Why should I bother with this?.
To indulge my self in this new fad..
Yeah i wanted what everybody had..
and because it was getting lonely..

Then I asked my self another question..
What were the other things you did during this career void?.
Its far from being bust a can say!.
I can almost say that there was a purpose why this happened..

Alas.. God has His intentions with everyone..
Just need to find where i belong and i will..
soon enough...