Timeless..

A quest of immortality as i swipe my pen..

As i write and be embodied oh how oh when??..

Not a journey for fame but within my work..

I want to be.. set in stone, forever..

Be absorbed in every word i create..

Long when I am dead and gone..

My written form retains its shape..

To be with them and endlessly linger..

A proof of existence..

A mark that I was, is, will be..

A belief that it is ME..

there's no one else I'd rather be..

Exist forever, and Die never..

to be timeless no more no less..

Grim truth..

A definitive bump on everybody's journey..

An unanswered question of how rather than why?..

A varying concept in every aspect and manner..

The dark shroud of the grim truth..

Often misunderstood and at times a tad too cruel..

And sometimes the rage of war burns from this fuel..

It comes in to tear everything without a care..

The reaper reaps and we are all left to bear..

A transition it seems to a certain few..

A dark tunnel toward a searing light..

A concept to embrace and not to fight..

A difficult thing to accept, to some it might..

A tribute to one of the most unstoppable forces..

As I pay respect to where its due..

To the messenger that gives grey to life's hue..

To the knight that rides with the four horses..

The bringer of the grim truth..

Of mediocrity and infamy..

Shall i choose a life of luxury?..

As fortune favors the bold or so they say..

O will I settle for the simple things?..

A simple meal without the trimmings..

A pathetic existence? I think not..

for all I need is what I got..

A pocket full of change as i ponder..

Is there more to this I wonder..

Living the life completing the dream..

But no one there as i raise my glass to victory..

all thats left.. Nothing just me..

I think, there must be something in between?.

Ill, place my bets, stand my ground..

for in that space I am bound..

To find that spot in the midst of it all..

And keep myself straight, try not to fall..

to neither mediocrity or infamy..

and stay in the spot where I should be..

Keep myself intact with everybody..

So as to save myself from insanity..

Sociopath

I am the sociopath..

afraid of society.. disregards it..

Unnoticed as i glide along well..

But inside, is scared and mortified..

Just want to exist in a place..

A spot of my own with a select few..

there i find contentment..

Refuse abuse, avoid resentment..

Despises the human and its nature..

but looks for the good and maintains my stature..

You'll never know even if you shook my hand..

The fact of the matter that is what I am..

Sociophobe, Sociopath..

Poet..

Ah his mysterious mind..

unbound by the concepts..

of reality and the norms..

of society..

truly an entity on his own..

the poet..

unique stylings has got me guessing..

work after work.. anticipating..

leaving an awe of creativity in its wake..

like a sweet drug as i intake..

words of the poet..

forever embodied in his work..

immortality at his whim..

as I bask in the beauty of his work..

A look of content and a satisfied grin..

Kudos poet!

the undecided one..

ahh such an ocean of possibility..

but i can't seem to wrap my head around one..

just one, just one oh please..

i just can't decide..

many factors seem to affect my decision..

but in the end it still comes down to me..

oh pressure but I still take my sweet time..

haha well I only follow MY timeline of course..

maybe i just like to marvel at all these open doors..

may be just stay this way, a lot of choices ahead never to shun any..

nah but i'll go nowhere at this state..

but this pondering stage seems so endearing..

Just didn't want to pursue something and not be happy..

just wanted to keep my options open..

and dream endlessly and live in it..

bah its all right..nothing will happen if i wont try..

just focus and steady my head..

if only i could.. make up

my undecided mind..

let me think about that, hmm

When I forgot my earphones..

I walk towards the jeepney bay and wait..

during which I reach in my bag grasping..

looking for that thing that can make my trip..

worthwhile i guess..

after which i discovered "dammit I forgot"..

I forgot my earphones,my passage way towards

a lively journey, to put taste on my bland..

and tasteless travel..

tsk..

I am opened to the world which I escape..

from the first moment I took my ride..

a weeping baby.. 2 blockheads discussing gossip..

an angry driver..oh what the hell?!?!

tsk..

Cramped seats, increasing temperatures..

Oh man my longest commute yet..

wrong stop! and the driver just smiles..

and a yell for good measure..

tsk tsk..

On my way back.. I discovered something..

two lovers enjoying the way home..

little children eager to play..

a friendly driver..

ah! what do you know?

Hmm maybe there's more to it that i should

decipher.. the wonders of daily commute..

capable of good or evil huh?

so simple yet complex..

Brought my earphones the next day..

A moment of hesitation..

and then...

NAH I'll stick with my music..

oh well..