Anti - hero

A colorful existence residing within the gray areas..
the darkest shade and the brightest light..
never all or nothing, just "being"..
beneath everything and beyond the norms..

bends the world to his will, never obeying..
underneath a smile is a devious intent..
beyond the evil is a pure purpose..
driven by passion and exudes balance..

keeps the good wondering and the evil at bay..
equipped with all the right moves and words to say..
in the end will there be redemption? or destruction?..
as there will always be a vague conclusion..

Alam mo yun??

Ikaw! ikaw nga, nakakahalina, nakakaenganyo..
ngunit sa gitna ng lahat napipigilan ang sarili ko..
kasi alam mo yun? di tayo talo, yan ang sabi ko..
ngunit medyo iba nararamdaman ko dito..

pinagdaanan ba'y dapat abusuhin? di siguro..
alam nating di natin gugustuhin to..
kasi alam mo yun? ni di nga tayo magkakilala..
panu kaya yun? alam mo yun?..

hindi na ko susubok at di ka na uulit..
magandang patakaran para sa kaunlaran..
ng ating buhay, kaya't wag ng magtagpo..
at simulan ang hindi na dapat pang  simulan..

alam mo yun..

Look beside..

A failing heart,  a dying wish..
oh tell me how'd it came to this..
what once was sturdy is now in peril..
due to a test of heart and will..

I keep looking in front and in the back..
and getting confused on where "it's" at ..
never knew that it wouldn't collide..
and all i had to do was look beside..

at peace and never wanting..
come what may in all directions..
all my doubts and fears are cast aside..
because all i need to do is look beside..

Keep at it..

three words that changed a life..
from being bland and lifeless..
into something of much more value..
and saved it from what it was meant to be..

the world is an oyster go ahead and eat it..
but to do that you must open wide and break it..
as you pry open with bloodied hands..
you've learned to move from where you stand..

what good is a vision when you can't stare..
into the sun and hold that glare..
until you realize and understand..
that everything starts with your own hand..

consistency was the key to break the cycle..
of broken dreams and unfulfilled promises..
to break away from the stale norms and explore..
worlds of wonders never seen before..

consistency is the key.....

Sound of my Soul

A medium to soothe my being..

A tool to unwind the restless interior..

An outlet for the voiceless soul..

An entity to make it whole..

never thought that i would tread..

this broken road from before..

a fallen journey, a wasted effort..

has been given life anew..

as I move on to new places..

that I have not reached before..

I wonder where i have been..

and why i haven't continued before..

but there was no time to waste..

as i must tread forward..

to reach the goal before its too late..

and be doomed to a lesser fate..

somehow now it feels right..

to take this journey up in stride..

my mind is set, my goals are clear..

the only thing left is to adhere..